This has been quite a turbulent week, if you belong in the banking sector, or do read the news... my company is cutting 5,300 jobs... And i think my job is one of them... Wahaha... As mentioned before, i have been looking around for a new job so i guess asking me to go is better choice however give the current economy, it honestly is not the best time to find a job.. my god! But i guess i dont have too much of a choice, u got to go means u got to go...

Well... as i was saying to my colleagues, we enjoy the peak of the financial sector and so now is time we suffer for it... we had the time that we were earning ridiculous money when everyone had to work for it now. So now is our technical recession, naturally we are the first to go. So as the saying goes "What goes around, comes around" Oh well... who cares... Some think retrenchment, i think opportunity... Sounds like i am consoling myself wahaha...

Enough of the bad news, now some good news... i cleared my CPA paper liao... yeah!! Just login to see the result, i got a distinction for regulatory and reporting, not too bad considering i have not studied for a year or so and i spend 3 days or so for this paper... i personally am quite impressed with myself... wahaha... maybe i am really meant for accounting line... haha..

Anyway, now for another bad news, i am going ganna reservist... 06 May 2009, sian... dont even know my new employee will let me go or not... haha... so that might hinder me in finding a new job... big problem there... oh bothered...

Seem like alot of things is pretty against me lately... sian sian sian...

Some photos from November

15 November 2008 - Grace Wedding, the most beautiful and meaning wedding i have ever attend.

Beautiful Smile...

Everyone with Beautiful Grace


Me and WanQing and also Kathleen.. Wahaha


Me, Fyeap, Qyap, and LM

22 November 2008 - BBQ at Li tsan place with my team


Celebrating early, buddy tchew's bdae


TEam Toast, let hope we another chance for that in the coming months..


Team Photo.

Amid the economic problems going around the world, my world is going down under as well...
I am more and more tired than ever... really am... i can't help emphasis on it again and again and again and again........... somebody understand me, help me... i need a wake up call... haizzz....

I really think I am haunted by my past and I have gone to the stage where I am devoid of emotions and I have lost the human touch with the world... I dont feel anything anymore, be it happy or sad, I dont feel any and I dont share any.. I am just an aimless soul living for no reason.. I have no career, no money, no life.. So meaningless... I dont where I am, dont know where I wanna go.. It is just a big "dont know"! Can someone give me a lift? Show me the way I should I cos I dont know where I am.. Really tired of life.. Really tired..
Anyway I am on leave today 1/2 day and tml.. A breakaway from work.. And tml I am having my driving test.. No emotion also, think I will fail so I cannot be bothered, just feel wasting my money cos recently low on cash , all throw into shares..
Tml going ikea to get furniture for my room, maybe a side table, anyone wanna join me? Haha

Back blogging, back boring... LOL... I looking for a new job... i wan a product control role but no one want me... LOL...

Anyway i getting new furnitures for my room, trying to make it more comfy than ever, just manage to install my TV anteena socket that allow me to view tv like the ones i get for my living room... planning to subscribe scv as well.. but then dun know will get the chance to watch anot... very scare i waste money leh... haha...

Got a new bed coming in this saturday as well with new frame and stuff... bought at a cheap of 780 nia come with super single mattress from four star brand, divan with head board , pillow, bolster and mattress protector as free gift... not too bad for 780... wahaha... quite looking forward... together with my ikea open concept wardrobe that i bought frm thomas bro, not too bad... hee.. only thing was that i did not re-paint the room, which i will not be able to due to the wardrobe... but well.. accept it liao...

Now after the bed, planning to install shut out curtains, and get a mirror and dressing area in the room to complete everything and maybe a shoe rack... exciting weeks ahead...

And the shares that i bought as well are shaking like dun know what sia... can only hold now... haha... sianz...

Today is my company annual party amid the global financial meltdown.. As most banks are cancelling their party due to budget, we continue and it was just boring .. it was held at Siloso beach in sentosa on a Friday as compared to last yr zouk on Thursday.. But it was jus boring, no dance, terrible waiting time for drinks, too little pple with too big of a venue.. And a bore indeed.. Nvm all that , talking with colleagues seem to take more centre stage then all the singing from the bands.. Especially when I met cedric, the man who taught me everything I knew from the start.. I dont know why but when I see him I will think I should not be heck care in my work and teach my team mates the best I know right now instead of being heck care , just like how cedric taught me.. But I am losing all my motivation now in work.. Tired tired..