Something i wrote on my iPhone on 29 March 09'

This world has changed so much or maybe the world has not changed but i have... i have grown up and join the real world... funny to say that when i started working at 13... Strange to say that when you are about to turn 25..

As i sit in the train towards Dobby Ghuat and typing away on my iPhone, i am looking at 2 youngs girls (i am not perverted or anything) probably around 2 years old with their mum and grandma, they PRC by the way.. I start to think when was i like those girls.. in terms of age i mean.

I dont know why but it really got me thinking what it was like to be young, like real young... Cos i dont remenber much about my young childhood, there are some evidence in the form of photos to support that i did grow up happily but no memories for me to keep in my heart... Why huh? Do you have any?

As you grow up, u keep wanting to go back, to change it for the better but yet for some, they decide to forward and keep driving ahead... I admire those with an aim, a goal and what they want to be, because i don't... I am pretty much aimless and really lost and finding me... Anyone found me? Haha...

Anyway yesterday i went out to my gf place which is located in Hougang and i drove there for the 1st time, borrow a friend's car and it was pretty fun and gave me my 1st opportunity to kind of feel what it is like to own a car...

And we bought my gf dog to cut his nails and also to east coast for a walk. Thereafter i drove the dog back home before we went for dinner at a hongkong cafe but thought it was not as great as before... And got a bit tired and sick, but still manage to drive back to return the car... But certainly it was quite a fun day...

So tired is all i can say... I know i have said this so many many many times... but i am really tired of it all... i just want to rest in your arms, not a single word said... Like Ronan Keating sings... u say it best , when u say nothing at all... Looking forward to Friday night...

Anyway more scenary pics in beautiful Phucket...

Have you ever watch this Chinese show Turn left and Turn right (xiang left walk and xiang right walk)... It is strange how life is, how we expect it to be... how the turns of event... how ones' decision can change the rest of not only their lives but others and many more that you never knew... Have you read this book, 5 people you meet in heaven which narrate this line of thoughts...

When u wake up in the morning, do you know what u wan in your life, who u wan to love, who u wan to love u.. yet u know what u wan is not what u get... but yet u never try and u never know... u never will as well.. but how much trying is enough... and how ur decision to give up or to continue try will affect another person , another person and another person...

it is a tough life we live dont we.. there is never a right decision or a wrong one... so i guess at the end of the day... dont worry la, be happy la... follow ur heart and go for it yeah cos u only live once!!!

Introducing the phuket boys from CS


Jeffery - Muscle Man


Zaky - The cool dude with the cool camera


Fendy - The Birthday Boy on 16 Feb



Derek - The guy with all the pose



Terence - My Room Mate



Lastly Me la...



It was great late nights, cheap drinks, not so beautiful girls but certainly many beautiful beaches with islands. A great getaway... Will pose some other photos soon.

Long time no blog, was away overseas in Phucket... with the phucket boys... haha... as everyone was celebrating with their love ones on Valentine's day, i was aways with 5 other boys in Phuket. How romantic isnt it? anyway just wanted to wish everyone that be it in a relationship or single, happy valentine day