Realised

Realised how time have files, how people have changed, how i have grown and change. I wish i could sit down and look back but there is just no time for that. People just keep looking foward and keep moving to the next day. But somehow i feel a part of me is stuck somewhere in the past. Somewhere...

MAybe that is a good thing, at least, it gives me a reality check at times and teaches me to appreciate what i already have rather than keep think of what i wan to have.

Next post, i will try to do a recap of highlights of my life. The Reason for that is because:

Like i was explaining to my friend, when u are earning 1k , u will think that is great and remarkable achievement but when u are earning 2k , that is when u forget how well u actually did when u earn ur 1st k. And u will just keep wanting more. And that human for u. Proudly Presented.

So i shall do a reminder to myself on my blog and share some highlights of my life to whoever read this crap that i write every now and then.

So what is behind you?

Behind every beautiful love story, there is sad sobbing story. Behind every successful man, there is a woman. Behind every strong man, there is a weaker side of him. So what is behind you?

I was reading through a diary that i wrote during my army days, to be more exact during PTP plus BMT. DAys where i wrote what happen during army, i realised how weak a person i am both mentally and physically as well. Now in working life, i really feel that mentally, it has not improved much even after army. I feel i am so weak and useless. Haiz. Demoralized.

L0ve

Hi it is me back again. Long time no post so post must long long. You know recently heard a lot love issues among my friends, with friends getting into new relationship and of course with friends stepping out of some.

I was talking to a friend about love. I like her quote "Love is not about having someone that you can live with but should be someone you cannot live without" But on the other hand, what does it mean when we say you cannot live without.

You know we always have it all mixed up between it being a routine or cannot live without that person. I guess this is separated by such fine lines and in a way it gets mixed up all the time. So then what is love? Getting a flat ? making that big commitment? Saying "I do". Honestly there seems to be so many different answer to such question.

So then what is it? for me i feel this just part and parcel of life that we have to go through to truly know our answers. At the end of the day we might not get an answer cos maybe it is when u leave this world then that is when u know how much people truly love you. And it is always the case that once u lose that person that is when you ponder why you did not let him or her know that you love him or her so much.

So today tell your love ones how much you love them, be it your dad, mum, sis , bro, boyfriend, girlfriend, best friends. relative, whoever. because if tommorow never comes, at least they will know how much you love them and they will let you know how much they love u just as well.

"Love is just a dream and i have overslept"