Written on my iphone again while waiting for dinner

90 cents was all i got in the right hand side pants pocket...

And i am carrying a $300 plus Agnes B messenger bag, inside my nice fancy bag it lies a $350 Burberry wallet with no cash inside, a bunch of cards.. Wearing a Agnes B watch, listening to music from an 500 plus iphone... Not showing off here...

Yet with all those said, 90 cents was all i got... if felt light almost to the point it allow me to walk faster... Took the pressure off me... Felt happy about just having 90cents... Nothing to compare nothing to say about... That 90 cents was just me...

I hate the life of pursuing to earn big bucks, get good jobs, looking at shares, looking at computer screen... being compare, being ask or challenge to compete... Listening to my mum at home complain i no money still wan to do this and that... i dotn get it la...

All i want is to be happy.. Stop doing everything... Listen to the slient breeze and let the day pass on...

However we all know all this are not possible... But i tell myself i will work towards it... Set new goals for myself... Simple and Straightfoward... And no care about the rest... I am just 90 cents

One more wishlist is about to be completed liao... yeah!!!
Yes that is right... i am getting my 1st car!!! Yeah!!!

Have decided to get a 2nd hand OPC Honda Jazz... Although i did go test drive the Hyundai i30 which i super like la... LOL... but just that it is not really worth since i want an OPC instead of full plate... Oh well so just make do with the jazz which is in red colour... haha... damn cool and sporty... LOL...

Will go collect the car this saturday!!! yeah... will post some pic soon... keke...

Something i wrote on my iPhone on 29 March 09'

This world has changed so much or maybe the world has not changed but i have... i have grown up and join the real world... funny to say that when i started working at 13... Strange to say that when you are about to turn 25..

As i sit in the train towards Dobby Ghuat and typing away on my iPhone, i am looking at 2 youngs girls (i am not perverted or anything) probably around 2 years old with their mum and grandma, they PRC by the way.. I start to think when was i like those girls.. in terms of age i mean.

I dont know why but it really got me thinking what it was like to be young, like real young... Cos i dont remenber much about my young childhood, there are some evidence in the form of photos to support that i did grow up happily but no memories for me to keep in my heart... Why huh? Do you have any?

As you grow up, u keep wanting to go back, to change it for the better but yet for some, they decide to forward and keep driving ahead... I admire those with an aim, a goal and what they want to be, because i don't... I am pretty much aimless and really lost and finding me... Anyone found me? Haha...

Anyway yesterday i went out to my gf place which is located in Hougang and i drove there for the 1st time, borrow a friend's car and it was pretty fun and gave me my 1st opportunity to kind of feel what it is like to own a car...

And we bought my gf dog to cut his nails and also to east coast for a walk. Thereafter i drove the dog back home before we went for dinner at a hongkong cafe but thought it was not as great as before... And got a bit tired and sick, but still manage to drive back to return the car... But certainly it was quite a fun day...