Today is the eve of christmas eve... and this year will be the most different year since a long long time. This year i will actually not be celebrating Christmas eve and i will have no gf to pei me over it. Yes, that is right. Me and my gf broke off liao... I am actually quite sad and unhappy about it but there is no one to blame more so than myself.

So i guess i have to suffer for it now. It is not say it is a torture, but it just changes life completely and it bring me new perspective about my life. I really need sort out myself and my thinking and my life...

And so All i want for Christmas , is to be a better MAn....

MAy all have the best of Christmas and have a wonderful New Year