I just want to have some happyness!!!

Work is getting tougher and i beginning to become more and more no life.

Haha... You know i was talking to my gf yesterday and she was telling me that her HR manager very good life, always get to travel alot and spa and massage and shopping and only need work part time and stuff... and she was full of envious about it. And she felt this was the ideal life for anyone, to have your own kids and still indulge in your life.

Makes me wonder what do i wanted in my life, to be honest i dun know!!! Omg... mayb alot of people don't either.

But most do, i suppose...
most guys around my age will probably want a career, earns lots of money and have sports car and stuff...
Gals would probably want a handsome bf who dote on then and buy them lots of stuff, mayb a career, good pay, get married to rich guy and stuff...
Think about it !!! Do u actually find a common point between the 2? Actually the common point is that both guys and gals are after almost the same material stuff...

Is that all life is about now? Material stuffs... I guess people tend to forget happyness is the most important thing, at times while chasing for the material stuff that are suppose to make us happy we forget why are we chasing them for?

Just to keep up with the rest? Or for happyness , we tend forget the minor and simple things in life because we are so caught up with the chase, we just cant afford or refuse to take a step back and notice and enjoy the simple things in life.

So the pursuit of happyness becomes the pursuit for power, money, and all material stuff. Like they say some things money just can't buy so if you have time and happen to read my blog and do think about it, take a step back and notice the minor things in life and you will realise how happyness can be just right beside you.

Update update...

Haven been updating my blog ever since i restarted it again. Recently have been really bz with school and work.
Anyway i just finish my last exam for my degree... let hope it is the last one. LOL... ORD loh!! 2 years of struggle, army with school, then work and school... the end seens so near and yet so far.
Results will be out on 5 Dec 2007.. Weee...

During this period did quite a lot of shopping as well.. haha... i bought a psp !!! love it meh... haha... my gf pay half for me... weee....and she bought me a Burberry wallet 3 days ago for Chirstmas!!! yeah... Gone is the Mont blanc one!! haha... had a hard time getting the Burberry wallet cos almost every Burberry boutique all sold out... Wee... got it at DFS on a 2nd attempt, apparently the salesgirl says that model was just in on that day...

And yesterday went to my secondary school friend place for deepavali... did quite a bit of catching up... how many of our lives have change and how time files... from the carefree life to now the ever pursuing life. always this and then that... from school to career to money money money to marriage and some even to kids... life can be so tiring now onwards. but it was really nice that i could see most of them still doing good... that was nice!!

For today i am home, cleaning my room, finally have some time on my own for some housekeeping... yeah! today on leave, haven been to office since last Thursday as i was preparing for exam and stuff... Work in general is tough and more and more tough liao... So looking towards the challenge on Mon then... haha... that all for now...

ME ME

Honestly i still do not know too much of a purpose of a blog but i guess it is for someone to read to know how you feel and tell them what is happening to your life. So i shall talk about myself if you don't know me in person..

I came upon our lonely planet by myself (who doesn't unless twins) on 25 May 1984, morning time so that y i am a morning person. I was born in a normal family (but now broken family) of 4, myself, my sis a dad and a mum...

Me and my sis are really close because she always teach all the bad things... haha... and she is like the an lian in the family but most importantly why we are so close i guess is cos my dad and mum are not that close to us..
Abt my dad and mum, they are sill living together under one roof for reasons i still have not figured out for so many years. But YEs! they are still together on the surface. haha...

Back on me, i stay in Jurong East BLk 303 when i was growing and shift to Taman Jurong when I was Pri 6 which i am still staying at. I studied in Yuhua Pri Sch and move on to a Ah Beng Neighbourhood secondary Sch - Yuan Ching where my sis studied as well.. ( by the way my sis studied the same Pri as ME as well),after secondary i move to Ngee Ann Polytechnic where i completed a diploma in accountancy and now i am in SIM take a RMIT Bachelor of Accountancy degree and striving in my final semenster.. Such a similar story in singapore rite.. A rigid education system where there is no room for anything else... it just up and up and not left or right...

That is part 1 of my not interesting Life. Talk later.

tESt on Myself

This is my 2nd post in a day, I saw this link in the blog of a friend and this test pops up so thought i share with anyone who actually sees my blog.
Perhapes it will shed some light in our dark and meaningless life.

You are The Sun

Happiness, Content, Joy.

The meanings for the Sun are fairly simple and consistent.

Young, healthy, new, fresh. The brain is working, things that were muddled come clear, everything falls into place, and everything seems to go your way.

The Sun is ruled by the Sun, of course. This is the light that comes after the long dark night, Apollo to the Moon's Diana. A positive card, it promises you your day in the sun. Glory, gain, triumph, pleasure, truth, success. As the moon symbolized inspiration from the unconscious, from dreams, this card symbolizes discoveries made fully consciousness and wide awake. You have an understanding and enjoyment of science and math, beautifully constructed music, carefully reasoned philosophy. It is a card of intellect, clarity of mind, and feelings of youthful energy.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

The search has begun once again.

What are we living for in life? The question that always seems so hard to answer and seem to be always on my mind.To think that perhapes maybe at the end of your life, u still might not know what you are living for. Sounds SCary!

What is considered a meaningful life?
Is it just the simple life of going through what everyone goes through, birth-studies-work-marriage-parenthood-retirement-death and that is considered meaningful and fufilling as you have done what any other human beings would have done.Or Is it to have someone you love and someone that loves you, is that a meaning worth living for and dying for? Or is it the ability to be able to influences the life of others in a good way is that more meaningful, Food for thought? What do you think?

If you have never thought of this, maybe it is time to take a break from the busy schedule and take 5min to think abt it and start searching or answer your meaning to your life then.